Intensity.

Okaii - So another rant, but I have to let it out somewhere right?

Life is so stressful and intense right now. My own issues to sort, and a whole bundle of other people's like a farmer drowned with crops to harvest, and seeds to sew.

Having come back to uni, going from my relaxed home situation where I'm not afraid to say what I think, I have people to support me and helps me do things - where I dictate my own life, time and belongings. Coming back to this intense situation where you have so many people to account for, and you don't necessarily tell everyone the whole story because you fear they won't take it. Hard work!

Juggling your own issues, with a whole bunch of others people's too. The drama in these girls life is ridiculous - I think I'm more of a man myself but then again possbily a whole new species. I wish guys could really know how much they can affect one person - and stop using my friends for crying out loud. Yes they may ..I say may offer you things on a plate - doesn't mean you have to take it. We are born to flirt.

Nevertheless, I have come to the point where I need to add priority and order to my list of things to deal with. Do I sort my own problems out first - in order to help other people without being so stressed? Or do I slap on a smile, and hide mine whilst I sort out theirs?

I guess it's trial and error.

Lets hope for an immensely positive post next time! On a good note - I had a genuinely good weekend; fingers crossed I got my job, and have also met my penpal at last!